All of a sudden, I became sad for no reason. I was with that same sad face for a week. Slowly I could feel that I'm getting worse day by day. I couldn't sleep. I started staring into something around, at nights. Slowly I felt like, it's okay to die than to suffer. But my conscience never allowed me to. I was exhausted by thoughts. Overthinking has become my daily routine. I don't wanna give up this life. I cheered up myself, everyday and night. I googled on "how to be okay and overcome depression?" I've read many people's personal experiences. But still I didn't get back. But One day, my mom called me on phone, and enquired how was I doing? I broke out my tears. I said I couldn't sleep at nights and I'm not okay with my thoughts. She told me in her way of solving problems and avoiding unnecessary things. I don't know, I've found all her words in Google, and many other books. Though I read them, they didn't work on me. But her voice and her words, worked on me as a miracle that gave me a life. Within a short time after my conversation with my mother, I'm okay. All my sad thoughts were vanished. I've found solutions for my small problems. I gained confidence. I just had a cool shower, singing under it. My friends said that they could hear cheerfulness in my voice. I'm smiling now. Thanku Mom. 😊😊 :):)
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