She: Hi,What are you doing?
He: Hi. Li'l busy in writing letter to God. Just wait.
She: Haha!! what you're asking for?
He: I'm asking him to increase his levels of understanding skills and also to fulfill my few wishes.
She: What's wrong with his understanding skills now?
He: He never understood my wishes and prayers,properly?
She: God never fulfill your wishes. He will just give you the energy to fulfill them by yourself. Have faith.
He: I have faith for him. But I'm having deep concern for his way of understanding. I've been always praying him to keep everything well. But he couldn't understand. Everything is suffering,around!
She: My concerns for you. Suffering is the way of his tests, to keep things stronger by themselves.
He: Let me tell you. My bestie has prayed for a rich house, a car, a maid, a luxurious lifestyle, all together to be owned with her efforts. He gave her everything,without her involvement. She got married to a rich guy, who not only tied her nuptial knots but also tied her rest of the life in that big house. She cries for her loneliness, for the things that she unable to cherish.
She: So it is her fault, in being mute and not fighting for happiness.
He: Haha, This is where I hate God's understanding skills. He could have given her either energy for her to earn her wishes or a good husband to understand her wishes. But he couldn't do that!
She: Hmmm. So tell me, are you writing letter for the sake of her? Or aren't you asking for yourself?
He: Yeah, I write for myself too.
She: So what are you asking for yourself ??
He: I pray him to make me cunning, cruel, villain and dangerous.
She: Aren't you okay?? Have you gone mad? Are those the wishes to ask for God?
He: When the whole world is happy to see me suffer, I want him to make me cunning forever. When the world around mine is unkind towards me, I want him to make me cruel. For the world who help and feel themselves as heroes, I just wanted him to make me a villain so that I don't care for the hopeless and helpless. And for the world who hate my positive things, I keep saying, and see my deeds in a negative perspective, I wanted God to make me dictator. And world never even dare to criticise a wrong idealistic man. So I want him to make me a dangerous man.
She: Live for yourself irrespective of world. Understanding world won't make you great. Understanding the world without changing your ideals will make you great. Never change your identity. You're a good man. Ask God for peace of mind and energy to look world through microscopic view of good and bad and ask God to keep your thoughts happy. Concentrate not on changing your philosophies for the sake of world. Concentrate on changing world with your ideals. Stand on them. Pray for stable thoughts.
He: Am I really wrong? Do God hate me for asking evil?
She: God never hates his children. Even this is his way of testing your understanding levels on how you understand God and World around.
He: Hmmm. I feel I'm ignorant now.
She: We are all ignorant of his strengths.
He: Thanks for being with me. And I won't write a letter now.
She: Write a letter, thank him for the life.
He: Yeah sure. I do.
Few days later......
She: Have you written any letter again to God?
He: I've written like this,
"Dear God, ABCDEFGHIJKLMNOPQRSTUVWXYZ."
She: You're really crazy! What you wanted him to gift you through that letter?
He: He will frame all my prayers through those letters and gift me. I believe, he understands me.
She: Haha. I think You've learnt to accept, whatever he gifts you.
He: Yeah, I understood that acceptance is greatest devotion for God. From your lessons, I have learnt that "Devotion is not crying for prayers that were unanswered,
Devotion is to accept that,for which you don't pray, yet answered!!."
She: You're right,my dear!