I cry to stop myself crying

People laugh at me when they don't find a precise reason for my cry..

I cry because I don't have a precise reason to laugh..

Thirsty for laughs ,

Hunger of happiness is lacking inside..

My last smile was given for an unknown photographer who murmured so loud to smile at him..

It(my smile) was the result of his dedication to make my sad face to look good for a stamp sized photograph..

I'm trying to laugh at my tears because they never stop rolling down..

But lips taste those salty tears making my smile,a tasteless one!!

Should I smile for hoping that,the stars are sending their Grace in the form of long rays,which I can see through my bright tears..

Or should I cry for seeing the rays sent by the stars were the result of illusion of my tear filled eyes..

I cry because I don't remember how happiness was like..

I cry in fear that i may forget how to laugh....

I cry fearing that i have to cry till death,if I forget to laugh..

At last I cry out loud,that the "whole of life is to cry harder to make yourself cry,less than others "

If you could see a smile on my cheek, then remember that it was the result behind an immense pain....